my mother in the kitchen

Sinatra,

or Chet Baker

plays on the stereo

In the living room.

I am hunched over the corner section of the countertop,

A glass of red wine

My father keeps trying to refill

Between my fingertips.

My mother is either talking to me

Or on the phone with my grandmother

Or my aunt.

Now that I’m away,

My presence at home is something special.

She usually makes fish

Or roasts a chicken.



Watching her move

Across the kitchen floor,

As if the things she pulls out of the fridge,

The stories she tells about the week,

And how she opens a can

Of crushed tomatoes,

Phone in ear,

Were so natural

She doesn’t have to stop

To consider them.

I think,

Looking at her

Doing what other mothers,

Fathers,

Sons,

And daughters do;

Have always done,

That there can’t be anyone else

Like the woman in front of me.